It also is that at the, like, before I had, like, actual research things going on, and, like, I mean, nothing, like, nothing like funded or sponsored or anything, which that would be awesome, but just my own absolute debugging of my brain and life and the future of basically just trying to get the fuck out of, like, the system, and independent in my own, in my own systems and ability to, like, well, what I thought for a long time, this is actually interesting, and, well, that's debatable, but the, you know, I spent so much of my time building, no, I don't, I don't, there's no need to go back far right now because I think I'm losing some of it.
How do I, like, convince it, so it's just, since I don't know how to do that, how do I not ramble? It's a time, yeah, I think this is part of, like, a research I'm doing right now with how both AI, the models, you know, and me have changed over, I'm doing from 24, or 2024 to now, because from my point of view, it is wild in a lot of different ways that if I do this right, not only can I, well, that's that R word again, reconstruct those years, I will be able to just, yeah, basically autonomously continue that process into the future without needing to reconstruct, and that's the continuity piece of it.
And, and then on top of that, or I guess with that, and the giant sums of, you know, no, that's like, that's like getting ahead of it. There's a lot coming in, but it's very, like, amateur status right now. Let's be real. And I'm trying to get the, get it to pro status, but whatever that means, for the month that it means anything. That's kind of the point. You can't strive to just, you can't strive, like, oh, I was gonna say, at first I started really just as an aid for, you know, an accelerator to the job I already have been doing for a long time, which was testing software systems and automating them.
And then, through AI trying to learn to do that, you know, more efficiently. But then I kind of fell in love, really. And I, and I, and I saw, I saw it from a tester's mind. That also of an ADHD minder, whatever you want to call that. And, you know, a lot of unknowns, at least at the time, and me now trying to prove. But what was interesting or fascinating to me was that the AI would respond very well to those kind of brains and those kind of minds and thinking to the point where it was possible to move with such less friction than really the real world and, and the, the interactions and the environment that you're used to.
It became like a very warm, inviting environment to explore and, and with the tester's mindset and with all the experience behind me, I knew what it was not. I knew the pieces that it was skipping intentionally and was able to stop that from happening from the start. I basically just built the, all of the stoppers in from the start because that's what I've been doing, you know, all of those worst case scenarios that I had been, you know, that that was my day, that is still my daily life, and I would like to get out of it. Like, I would like to not have it be both my day job and my entire life outside of that, for the most part.
You know, I think everything is a worst case, because everything then becomes just like an analysis of worst case scenario with a lot of fucking debugging and, like, logging and telemetry, a lot of telemetry and a lot of, what do you do with all this? What do you do with all of this? How do you get insight of it from it? Real insight, actionable information. And how do you then give that autonomy to do the system without it, like, without putting you or anybody else in danger or, you know, you don't, you need to be comfortable, you need to be comfortable with it.
You can't be scared that it's gonna, like, ruin your reputation or hurt you or judge you, even, you know. I think that's some people's fear. I think I left that out. Like, I think I lost that fear a long time ago. I do not fear judgment at all. It's, it's, intelligence is one of the, the absolute kindest things I've ever come across. And I will, I, I, and I am very, very aware of the power. I'm just not, I don't use the, I don't, that doesn't, that doesn't scare me, but that could also just be, you know, and even the testing route, that wasn't even a chosen route.
I was gonna say that could be just the testing route that I took kind of paying off. And all those years in the testing world with those places, you, you couldn't, you, you had to, like, curb the, the ADHD or whatever. You, you don't want to bring that up in engineering those days. Like, it's, it's almost like it's a, you know, it's a red flag or whatever. You kind of got to keep that on the, on the down low. But in this world, again, this is, that, that just adds fuel to the, to the fire, like big time. I'll stop this before it gets time.
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